12.08.2008

ever wonder?

I've been thinking..
it's not I doubt Him.. I truly believe in Him..it's just a question..

Why does God create snake in the 'Adam and Eve scenario?'
If He doesn't create it , there won't be a sin.. .....is it?
She won't eat that forbidden fruit..
*and why apple? not grapes? or banana? or orange? pick any fruit...

Why God wants to test them if He despises sin?
He knows for sure that they are just human being..
not someone holy like Him.
I know He's The Greatest.. but I think His 'title' makes Him a little bit cocky.. isn't it?

Once again I don't hate Him..
I really respect and afraid of Him.. I do..

it's just.. why?
He wants to see the world in peace or in pieces?
As far as I see it, the world is getting worse..
All I can do is pray... for the sake of human life..

12.03.2008

hypnotize

I watched a program on TV this morning...
it's about hypnotherapy...

so..
the hypnotist asked for volunteers..
there were 3 of them (including 2 of the host)
the hypnotist told them to close their eyes
and listen to his suggestion
also he always punctuate that they have to believe.

While closing their eyes, the hypnotist gave them a coin to hold
and then told them to think about the burden they had in the past and it's been very annoying until now.
He asked them to "transfer" their thoughts to that coin.

After a while, the hypnotist gave them an empty bottle (a glass one, like soda bottle).
They hold the bottle with the other hand.
After that, they put the coin inside the bottle.
The hypnotist told them to shake the bottle in circular way...lightly
The next thing happened was the bottom of the bottle just fell of
so the bottle is now hollow.

And he said "there you go, now the burden had fall and won't bother you anymore".

I'm like..
What?? seriously that simple?
I don't know if the crew had sabotage the bottle
or it really happened..

Anyway.. the hypnotist said a line that will stuck in my head for sure

"Do you know why God create eyes in front of your face? So that you always focus on what's ahead and always see forward, not backward."

12.02.2008

unbalance

what if the world is filled with designers and artist *as in artist not celebrities?
with their twisted-complicated-imaginative-having the world of their own-mind?
is the world gonna be better and fun?


what if the world is filled with successful businessman and workaholic people?
with their 'money oriented'-individual-careless-'ass licker'-mind?
is the world gonna be better and rich? no poverty ?


what if the world is filled with people who work in law district?
with their 'non-looking who's right/wrong'-discipline-strict-mind?
is the world gonna be better and free from crime?


what if the world is filled with volunteers?
with their socialize-peaceful-happy-positive-mind?
is the world gonna be better and prosperity?


well..
it's just some of the thoughts of 'what if'..
as long as I know..
my world is filled with poverty, criminality, selfish, careless... everywhere

the city

this is our "lovely" city
with all the buildings
and no trees

give up?? really???

for anyone who's planning on giving up....





























DON'T GIVE UP !!!!!!

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this is what i do when there's nothing to do

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and another day wasted

dreaming

i'm not good at writing
i'm not good at singing
i'm not good at facing the truth
i'm not good at technology
i'm not good at speaking
i'm not good at answering un-answered questions

but...

i'm good at daydreaming

and...

i have lots of dreams

so...

i have to be able to wake up every morning

to...

reach the dreams

one by one